Ankahee baat kuch aaj hum kehgaye

Dil mein chupe jazbaat apne aap beh gaye

Paaya shayad kuch na in lamhon mein

Magar dil ko chain milta hai ...

Bass unn lamhon ko yaad karne mein

Yeh Dooriyan

Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai

Kyun koi jaane na ,

koi yahan pe

Aa raha paas ya door mein

Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian Yeh doorian…aaaa.….

Kabhi hua yeh bhi, khali rahon pe bhi

Tu tha mere saath ,

Kabhi tujhe milke, lauta mere dil yeh

Khali khali haath Yeh bhi huwa kabhi,

jaise huwa abhi Tujko sabhi mein paa liya

Tera mujhe kar jathi hai doorian

Satati hai doorian

Tarsathi hai doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kaha bhi na main ne, nahin jeena main ne

Tu jo na mila Tujhe bhule se bhi,

bola na mein yeh bhi Chahu fasala

Bas fasala rahe banke kasak jo kahe

Ho aur chahat yeh jawan

Teri meri mit jani hai doorian

Begani hai doorian

Hat jani hai doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai

Kyun koi jaane na , koi yahan pe

Aa raha paas ya door mein

Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Yeh doorian yeh doorian yeh doorian…

Movie:Love Aaj Kal

Director:Imtiaz Ali

Composer:Pritam

Singer:Mohit Chauhan

Lyrics:Irshad

Pic courtsey:FMS

Najane Kaun

Badli.. badli si hai kyun ye fiza

Khafa.. khafa sa kyun hai ye mausam

Hone laga kya ab yahaan

Pyaar hi pyar tha jahaan

Khoon ka rang har jagah

Nafrat ki aag har dil mein

Ek duje se aisa bhi kya gila

Ladd ke kisi ko kabhi kya mila

Ye ladai shuru hui kyun

Khatam karta kyun nahi koi

Dard hota hai dekh kar ye sab

Bacha le iss desh ko ae mere rab

Khush hai ye sab dekhar Najane Kaun

Nafrat peda kar raha hai Najane kaun

Desh ko barbaad kar raha hai Najane Kaun.
Hum sab ko mita ne laga

Najane Kaun...

I can go on about this topic.But its always too heartbreaking & very very controversial.So i leave it here :)
All we can do is pray for peace.

Saaya

Door hogaye kab ke hum

Phir bhi tujhe mehsoos karte hai hum

Najane kahan chupe ho...

Phir bhi teri aahat mehsoos karte hai hum

Jaane kaisa khel hai ye

Na tum mere ho,

Na main tumhari

Phir bhi ...kuch hai hamara

Tera naam sunte hai..

Toh dil mein ek ahat si hoti hai

Tujhe najane kyun dhoondte hai

Dhoond kar phir bhool jaate hai

Teri chaukhat pe mila tha sirf dard

Paar ki thi tune bewafai ki har hadd

Toda iss qadar mera dil

Rehgaye tere dard ke nishaan

Har qadam teri raah mein dhoka paaya

Phir bhi najane kyun rehta hai mere sang

Tera hi Saaya.....

Teri Yaad

Teri yaad...aati hai humein

Har taraf dhoonte hai hum tumhein

Chup gaya ho door najane kahan

Nazrein meri jaaye na jahan

Seene mein chubti hai doori..

Tujh bin hoon main adhuri..

Palkon pe tere naam ke ashq chalak ne lage

Dard mein hum doobne lage..

Door humse hogaya hai koi..

Palkon ke peeche chupa hai koi..

Yaad aati hai subha shaam unki..

Tasveer ankhon mein basi hai Jinki...

Life-Philosophy

Sometimes we get so busy in life with small things that we forget all the main things,we start chasing something get so involved that we ignore all the great things we have in life.Came across this , sharing it with you all maybe someday these words will come in use...Our lives are full with golf balls yet we run after the sand ...read on you'll know what i mean :)



When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough,remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.


A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.


The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was.


The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar . Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."


The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided,


"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things-your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions--things that if everything else was lost and only they remained your life would still be full.


The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car.
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.


If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.


Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal."
Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."


One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."



Have a great day everyone :)

Zindagi

Zindagi se jab kabhi haath milane gaye

Woh humse rhoot gayi
Jab kabhi hum zindagi se khafa huey

Woh haat milane chali aayi...

Janu na main ye hota hai kyun

Khushi milke bichad ti hai kyun
Andheron ke saaye humse lipat te hai kyun ..

Hasi hamari humse door hoti hai kyun..

Apne dil leke dil tod te hai kyun

Wafe ke badle bewafai milti hai kyun
Dil liya tha mera jisne

Pyaar lutaya tha mujhpe jisne

Aaj wohi tanha raah pe chod gaya kyun

Something Special

This might be a weird post...actually if u guys remember sometime back i got tagged & wrote 10 things about me,Well this time im not tagged but after reading that tag my hubby wrote some things about me,I was thinking shall i post it or not...& now im sitting here posting it !

So here is what HE has to say about me :

You are a very good hearted person (Hmm...am i :P )

You hold unconditional love for me ( How do u know that ?)

Your the PERFECT wife (I know :D)

You are sooo sweet..Just like sweets (Lol....paagal.)

You are very beautiful & ur light eyes make u look even more beautiful (Blushingggg)

When it comes to cleaning..then ur a cleanaholic (:D)

Very emotional (smiles...thats soooo true)

Lovely poetess (If u say so :P )

Very talented..Sharp & intelligent (Ohh...too much praise)

You make delicious food specially Pasta & Nachos (Hungry are you ?)

Addicted to your laptop (And you...:D)

Even when ur happy u listen to sad songs & cry for no reason (So what,Im emotional :) )

Love to save money (Obviously ...i need to buy a flat in mumbai LOL !)

3 things u cant live without Mobile,Laptop & Me (Ur 1st honey :) )

You love going to Coffee shops.For hot choc or ur Black coffee (Ok...lets go now )

Love to be surprised with gifts,cards & red roses (Only if its from YOU !:D )

Very punctual & you like to finish your work as fast as u can (so then i can chill )

You love my parents & 2 brothers with all your heart (Of course i love them & they not only Yours u know )

The biggest dream u have is to settle in Mumbai (Yea...it sure is )

You dont like it when i get upset (I hate it :( )

You love your sleep (Excuse me..You sleep more than me :P )

You hate that i smoke (Arghhh i cant stand it-Bu still put up with it !)

You loveee to buy the best designer perfumes,Sandals & bags (I wanna go shopping now)

Your CD & DVD collection holds all the originals of ur fav music & movies & u cant stand it if any of them get misplaced. (True true VERYYY TRUE !)

And lastly your a wonderful human & loved by everyone who knows you especially the two families you belong to :) If more is said this blog will be full !! :P (Awwweee i know you guys love me chooo much love u too !)

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I got a very sweeet b'day surprise from Ms.R so i just wanna thank her with all my heart,Im really touched R thanks ever so much.Love ya :)

Wafaa

Wafa karte rehna yunhi humse

be panaah pyar hai ae-sanam tumse

kehne se kahi nahi jaayegi dil ki baat

roshan hai mohabbat ke diye

magar tum bin na roshan hogi ye raat

laakh chahe zamana choote ye saath

an suni karlena unki baat

ek tu hi hai khushi meri

deewani hoon main toh teri

na chodna ye mohabbat ka fasana

banaye chahe log koi bhi bahana

tootne na dena tera yakeen

saans liye bina jee lenge hum

magar jo chod gaye tum...

bewafai kar jaayengi ye saansein

wafa karke apna lengi humein qabr ki baahein.

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Dedicated to my husband & Today on my b'day i just want to take this space up & say something to him-

Thank you sweetheart for all your love.It means everything to me & you know it.The biggest b'day gift for me is to have you with me each & every year.I love you so much !!All i need is you by my side forever...& every b'day will be special :) when i say i cant live without you i really mean it...Im incomplete without you !Thanks for putting up with me for this yr :P Your gifts are always lovely & thoughtful & i always get teary eyed when i see your personal message in the card,each & every word reflects love.Thank you ...Thank you so much for everything u done in this past yr,My life is truly worthwhile with you in it !

I can go on & on...but i'll leave it here :)

Love alway's

Doorie

Door hoke bhi door nahi hum,

dil ki viraaniyon mein base ho bas tum,

kahu bhi toh kaise kahu mere kya ho tum.

yun achanak kahan se kahan agaye ye hum,

tere bin kaate kaise ye pal,

ab toh aake meri inn tanha raahon pe mere sang chal.

basa liya hai tujhe apni har saans mein,

tu na ho toh chubti hai ye saansein bhi mujhe,

kaise kahu ab tujhe,hai tu kya mere liye,

judai ke aansoo ab kaise piye.

mohabbat ke meethe dard ye tune kaise diye.

aansoo mein chupe tum,

muskurahat mein chupe tum,

tujhe apna sab kuch ab.... maan chuke hum.

I LOVE YOU !

p.s I wrote this early last year before i got married when i was here in UK & my then fiance(Now hubby) was in India :) was missing him alot & at that point of time this was all i had to say to him !

pps. I know someone that is gonna read this will relate to it...Ms.R :D

Time....

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make R 50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Mummy, may I please borrow R25?'

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that R25.00 and she really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the R25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have R50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put his arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that R50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

(This is another fwd mail i got-Seen as im in no mood to post any poems at the moment i thought of sharing this with y'al!)

Your Target

Your 

Heart is your Love

Your love is 

your Family  

Your  family is your Future 

Your future is your Destiny 

Your destiny is your Ambition

Your ambition is your 

Aspiration 

Your aspiration is your 

Motivation 

Your motivation is your Belief 

Your belief is your Peace 

Your peace is your Target 

Your target is Heaven 

I got this in a e-mail  & it made me think....its so simple yet the truth of life :) 

Meri Khushi

Wafa karte rehna yunhi humse

be-panaah pyar hai ae-sanam tumse

kehne se kahi nahi jaayegi dil ki baat

Umr bhad ke liye thaama hai tera haath

roshan hai mohabbat ke diye

magar tum bin na roshan hogi ye raat

laakh chahe zamana choote ye saath

an-suni karlena unki baat

ek tu hi hai khusi meri,deewani hoon main toh teri

na chodna ye mohabbat ka fasana

banaye chahe log koi bhi bahana

tootne na dena tera yakeen

saans liye bina jee lenge hum

magar jo chod gaye tum

bewafai kar jaayengi ye saansein

wafa karke apna lengi humein qabr ki baahein.

P.S Dedicated to the love of my life.I wrote this quiet a long time back.

I love u soo much sweetheart...:)You are my true happiness.

Manzil

Khushi ka ehsaas phirse hone laga

Ghum peeche main chor ne laga

Sapno ki gali ...phirse mili...

Raahein hai nayi..

Manzilen hai wohi..

Roke agar koi toh rok ne de

Hum na rukenege kisi ke kehne se

Dekha hai dilse ek sapna

Bana ke rahenge har haal mein apna

Chalta jaa raha hu main 

Dard bhula chuka hu main 

Koi toh jaake kehde

Meri manzil ko ...

Laut aaraha hu main

Ehsaas

Mehfil mein muskurate huey chehro ke beech

Aaj ehsaas hua apni tanhayi ka

Kehte aaye barso se...jo dil mein ho 

Woh door kabhi nahi hota

Aaj ehsaas hua,Dil mein hoke bhi woh kitna door hai 

Suna toh tha,Pyar se hoti hai har kami poori 

Magar aaj kyun ehsaas hua,Pyar karke bhi rehgayi main adhuri

Aansoo mein khushi chupi hai

Ya dard bhadi dastaan

Aaj ehsaas hua hamare aansoo mein chupa hai bass dil ka dard

sab ke sapne hojate hai apne

Aaj ehsaas hua mere sapne bhi chod gaye saath 

Raah mein miljate hai logon ko koi humsafar

Aaj ehsaas hua humko na mila humsafar

Na mili chalne ki koi raah

Aaj ehsaas hua..Rhoot chuki hai humse hamari taqdeer

So gaye hai apne naseeb...

Aaj ehsaas hua na raha tu ab qareeb 

Aaj..... ehsaas hua tu kisi aur ka hochuka.

Real Friends

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.

A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot

A simple friend has never seen you cry.

A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears..

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.

A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book..

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.

A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean

A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.

A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.

A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.

A real friend could blackmail you with it! 

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when

you have an argument.

A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.

A real friend expects to always be there for you! 

I got this in a mail found it very cute :) 

Heartbreaker

Loving you is a punishment

I didn't think my heart could be broken

Little did i know

u were there to do the honours

you heartbreaker

They say guys are players & cheats

Girl you sure came out & proved em all wrong

You loved Rihanna's take a bow song

Loved it coz It goes out to you..

Keep listenin to the track

Coz i aint taking u back

Why do people think guys dont get hurt

They just known to flirt

Let me tell you...we can love with honesty

Fulfill promises & spread smiles

We take away your painful cries

You girl... you broke my heart

Baby what d'you say about that

Always made it out i'll one day cheat

Insecure you were of your own deeds

A true lover is what my heart needs

You think i cant find another you

How wrong you are,i'll show you i can

With time my wounds will heal

Then a pure heart i shall steal

When your games are over,You will love truly

But he wont love you... he will play you

You sure will repent..It's gonna be too late

Don't forget "What goes around comes around"

That day you will feel

What i feel today

Till then girl...Go on & get goin

Play along your games of seduction ...

P.S This goes out to all the loyal guys out there..Coz in my poems usually it's the guy hurting the girl! So i thought it's not fair on loyal guy's, bcoz i truly know guys can love :) So went for a lil change.So that no one says im being mean to guys :P

Khel

Socha tha woh pyar hai

Ab Jaana ke sirf khel hai

Duniya se kya shikwa kare

Tanha mehfil main hum hai khade

Yaad aane laga beeta hua kal

Zindagi badal gayi thi jab aaya woh pal

Jisne kaha hum unke liye hai sab kuch

Aaj rehgaye hum unke kuch nahi

Pyar ke waade kiye nahi humne

Na kabhi dil mein pyar jagaya

Dost banke saath deti gayi

Woh humpe pyar barsaate gaya

Door bhaagte gaye hum

Paas aata gaya woh

Dil pe qaboo khone lage hum

Na chahte huey uske hone lagey hum

Khogayi pyar ke khel mein main

Hasta gaya dil hi dil mein

Woh hamari nadaani pe

Samajh na saki sach ko main

Phoolon ki khoobsurti dekhti gayi

Najane kab kaante chub gaye

Khoon beh ne laga haathon se

Dard hone laga seene mein

Meethe bol se pyar ka khel khela usne

Zeher se bhada tha har ek shabd

Ye aaj jaana humne

wah ! Kya khel khela hai usne

Tagged,10 things bou me

Well this is my first tag given to me by Sam :)
So here i go 10 things about me :


1.I love my husband with all my heart & soul,,We been married for a year & my life has changed alot since then :)


2.I really enjoy writing sad poetry even when im not sad,I just get a buzz out of it & i really feel sad poetries are the best

3.My dream is to settle in India that too in Mumbai.I love it there


4.I feel lost if i dont have my internet with me.I have to come online everyday call it an addiction if u wish..

5.I have a phobia but i cant type what it is ,bcoz my phobia is so bad i cant even hear the name or type it.Your prob wondering what it is,It's an animal it starts with S ! yea there's a movie "S___ on a plane" (my hands are shaking just typing about it :( ) IT'S A REALLY BAD PHOBIA!even if i end up catching a glimpse while flicking the T.V channel i scream & worst i cant sleep at night & it just runs in my head all day !:( I'v actually seen 2 whilst i was in India & only my husband could handle me after that ...
(Gone blank after mentioning that ..anyway let me carry on)


6.I love sour sweets(I know i might sound like a kid) but when my parents or my husband get sweets for my niece lil bro & sis they always get me some too ...:P


7.Im a gadget freak Mobiles,I pods,Laptops,Digi Cam's i love to have the best of them


8.My both families mean everything to me.I have a lil bro & sis who i treat like my kids :)


9.I hate fake people....& appreciate if people can just BE WHO THEY ARE instead of acting who they are not.


10.My culture my morals my religion play a very big part in my life.& It all has made me who i am today.

Thats it...sorry if you got bored :D



I tag:
Neeraj
Amit
Ms.R
Vinnie
I Am Alive

Jeene Ki wajah

Dooba teri aankhon mein iss qadar

Paya bass ek tujhe dekha jidhar

Tu hi meri raahein

Tu hi meri manzil

Teri muskurahat pe fida hua

Khud se ab toh main juda hua

Tujhmein najane kahan ghum hua

Mera dil ae-jaane-jigar ab tera hua

Kahoo kaisa hai ye ehsaas

Jab hoti hai tu mere paas

Karle mera yakeen 

Duniya banadi meri tune rangeen

Tha kuch nahi paas mere

Magar sab milgaya tere aane se

Sapna hai tu...Ehsaas hai tu

Mera sach hai tu..Meri duniya hai tu

Ae-sanam meri jeene ki wajah hai  tu

Tanha

Zindagi ke lamhe satane lage
khushi se door hum hone lage
veeran si hogayi meri duniya

Ghum main doob chuke hum yahan
Sapne toot ke bikhad chuke

Ankhon se ashq girne lage
Kyun iss mod pe aake khade huey

Kyun aaj itne tanha hum huey ...

I miss ...

I miss the warmth of the sun

The smell in the air

The essence in the flowers

The flowing rivers

I miss the place that makes my heart shine

The people who welcome me with a smile

The joy of being there

The culture that lies there

I miss the country i call mine

The land of dreams

The cities of togetherness

The villages of strength

I miss the place where..

I have left my heart & soul

The place where i left my dreams

The place where i one day want to be

I miss India..

The bonds that remain there

The land where i found love

The land that gifted me happiness

The land that is truly called my own.

(Picture courtesy FMS April 2008)

Magar...

Na thi jinhe pyar ki qadar

usse hi, dil de bethe hum

Jiss diye ko hawa se bachaya

Uss diye ne hi ye haath jalaya

Na jaane jo wafa ko

Uss se hi, wafa hum kar bethe

Jiss phool ko khoobsurat kaha

Ussi ke kaante chubne lage

Na kehta hai jo kabhi sach

Uss ko, hum sach pe sach bayaan karte gaye

Jiss baarish main maza lena chaha

Ussi main hum aaj doob gaye

Jo na karna chahte they

Woh sab kargaye

Wafa ke badle.. Bewafai paate gaye

Khushi ke badle..Ghum utha te chale

Phirbi muskurate huey khushi dete gaye

Toote huey dil ko hum jod te gaye

Magar... kya kare jab aaj

Koi apna hi dil tod chala

Raah mein tanha chod chala

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Missing You..

No one know's....Just you & I

Far across the oceans

Love grows between two heart's

Silent whisper's..Silent tear's

Wishing you were near

Fearing to let emotions show

Don't want the world to know

The feelings we secretly share
This distance & pain i daily bare

Pain crippled in my heart
Missing you...Yet im not
Knowing you rest here with me

Deep down in my heart.