In The World Of Words

Khwab

2010-10-24T16:51:00.004+01:00

Aaj bhi kahin se teri yaad aati hai
Dobara humein gumsum kar jaati hai...
Woh tera pyar se jhoot bolna
Woh meri nadaani se maan lena...

Barso baad bhi dard de jaati hai yaadein
Aage nikal chuke hum phir bhi..
Anjaan hoke peeche laut jaate hai
Yaadon mein kho jaate hai

Dil ka dard aankho se beh jaata hai
Jo bhi hua kyun hua...
Itna ghum maine kyun saha
Iss dil mein tu kyun raha.?

Sawaal kaise karu ab tujhse
Door kitna hochuka tu ab mujhse...
Na milenge kabhi koi jawaab
Phirbhi kyun sun ne ke liye rehta hai ek khwab.

2009-09-25T21:38:00.001+01:00

Ankahee baat kuch aaj hum kehgaye

Dil mein chupe jazbaat apne aap beh gaye

Paaya shayad kuch na in lamhon mein

Magar dil ko chain milta hai ...

Bass unn lamhon ko yaad karne mein

Yeh Dooriyan

2009-08-09T16:52:00.003+01:00

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai

Kyun koi jaane na ,

koi yahan pe

Aa raha paas ya door mein

Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian Yeh doorian…aaaa.….

Kabhi hua yeh bhi, khali rahon pe bhi

Tu tha mere saath ,

Kabhi tujhe milke, lauta mere dil yeh

Khali khali haath Yeh bhi huwa kabhi,

jaise huwa abhi Tujko sabhi mein paa liya

Tera mujhe kar jathi hai doorian

Satati hai doorian

Tarsathi hai doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kaha bhi na main ne, nahin jeena main ne

Tu jo na mila Tujhe bhule se bhi,

bola na mein yeh bhi Chahu fasala

Bas fasala rahe banke kasak jo kahe

Ho aur chahat yeh jawan

Teri meri mit jani hai doorian

Begani hai doorian

Hat jani hai doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai

Kyun koi jaane na , koi yahan pe

Aa raha paas ya door mein

Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Yeh doorian yeh doorian yeh doorian…

Movie:Love Aaj Kal

Director:Imtiaz Ali

Composer:Pritam

Singer:Mohit Chauhan

Lyrics:Irshad

Pic courtsey:FMS

Najane Kaun

2009-06-14T00:56:00.003+01:00

Badli.. badli si hai kyun ye fiza

Khafa.. khafa sa kyun hai ye mausam

Hone laga kya ab yahaan

Pyaar hi pyar tha jahaan

Khoon ka rang har jagah

Nafrat ki aag har dil mein

Ek duje se aisa bhi kya gila

Ladd ke kisi ko kabhi kya mila

Ye ladai shuru hui kyun

Khatam karta kyun nahi koi

Dard hota hai dekh kar ye sab

Bacha le iss desh ko ae mere rab

Khush hai ye sab dekhar Najane Kaun

Nafrat peda kar raha hai Najane kaun

Desh ko barbaad kar raha hai Najane Kaun.
Hum sab ko mita ne laga

Najane Kaun...

I can go on about this topic.But its always too heartbreaking & very very controversial.So i leave it here :)
All we can do is pray for peace.

Saaya

2009-06-10T10:28:00.006+01:00

Door hogaye kab ke hum

Phir bhi tujhe mehsoos karte hai hum

Najane kahan chupe ho...

Phir bhi teri aahat mehsoos karte hai hum

Jaane kaisa khel hai ye

Na tum mere ho,

Na main tumhari

Phir bhi ...kuch hai hamara

Tera naam sunte hai..

Toh dil mein ek ahat si hoti hai

Tujhe najane kyun dhoondte hai

Dhoond kar phir bhool jaate hai

Teri chaukhat pe mila tha sirf dard

Paar ki thi tune bewafai ki har hadd

Toda iss qadar mera dil

Rehgaye tere dard ke nishaan

Har qadam teri raah mein dhoka paaya

Phir bhi najane kyun rehta hai mere sang

Tera hi Saaya.....

Teri Yaad

2009-06-08T18:26:00.001+01:00

Teri yaad...aati hai humein

Har taraf dhoonte hai hum tumhein

Chup gaya ho door najane kahan

Nazrein meri jaaye na jahan

Seene mein chubti hai doori..

Tujh bin hoon main adhuri..

Palkon pe tere naam ke ashq chalak ne lage

Dard mein hum doobne lage..

Door humse hogaya hai koi..

Palkon ke peeche chupa hai koi..

Yaad aati hai subha shaam unki..

Tasveer ankhon mein basi hai Jinki...

Life-Philosophy

2009-06-08T00:00:00.000+01:00

Sometimes we get so busy in life with small things that we forget all the main things,we start chasing something get so involved that we ignore all the great things we have in life.Came across this , sharing it with you all maybe someday these words will come in use...Our lives are full with golf balls yet we run after the sand ...read on you'll know what i mean :)

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough,remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar . Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided,

"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things-your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions--things that if everything else was lost and only they remained your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car.
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.

If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal."
Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

Have a great day everyone :)

Zindagi

2009-06-06T16:50:00.006+01:00

Zindagi se jab kabhi haath milane gaye

Woh humse rhoot gayi
Jab kabhi hum zindagi se khafa huey

Woh haat milane chali aayi...

Janu na main ye hota hai kyun

Khushi milke bichad ti hai kyun
Andheron ke saaye humse lipat te hai kyun ..

Hasi hamari humse door hoti hai kyun..

Apne dil leke dil tod te hai kyun

Wafe ke badle bewafai milti hai kyun
Dil liya tha mera jisne

Pyaar lutaya tha mujhpe jisne

Aaj wohi tanha raah pe chod gaya kyun

Something Special

2009-06-04T11:10:00.002+01:00

This might be a weird post...actually if u guys remember sometime back i got tagged & wrote 10 things about me,Well this time im not tagged but after reading that tag my hubby wrote some things about me,I was thinking shall i post it or not...& now im sitting here posting it !

So here is what HE has to say about me :

You are a very good hearted person (Hmm...am i :P )

You hold unconditional love for me ( How do u know that ?)

Your the PERFECT wife (I know :D)

You are sooo sweet..Just like sweets (Lol....paagal.)

You are very beautiful & ur light eyes make u look even more beautiful (Blushingggg)

When it comes to cleaning..then ur a cleanaholic (:D)

Very emotional (smiles...thats soooo true)

Lovely poetess (If u say so :P )

Very talented..Sharp & intelligent (Ohh...too much praise)

You make delicious food specially Pasta & Nachos (Hungry are you ?)

Addicted to your laptop (And you...:D)

Even when ur happy u listen to sad songs & cry for no reason (So what,Im emotional :) )

Love to save money (Obviously ...i need to buy a flat in mumbai LOL !)

3 things u cant live without Mobile,Laptop & Me (Ur 1st honey :) )

You love going to Coffee shops.For hot choc or ur Black coffee (Ok...lets go now )

Love to be surprised with gifts,cards & red roses (Only if its from YOU !:D )

Very punctual & you like to finish your work as fast as u can (so then i can chill )

You love my parents & 2 brothers with all your heart (Of course i love them & they not only Yours u know )

The biggest dream u have is to settle in Mumbai (Yea...it sure is )

You dont like it when i get upset (I hate it :( )

You love your sleep (Excuse me..You sleep more than me :P )

You hate that i smoke (Arghhh i cant stand it-Bu still put up with it !)

You loveee to buy the best designer perfumes,Sandals & bags (I wanna go shopping now)

Your CD & DVD collection holds all the originals of ur fav music & movies & u cant stand it if any of them get misplaced. (True true VERYYY TRUE !)

And lastly your a wonderful human & loved by everyone who knows you especially the two families you belong to :) If more is said this blog will be full !! :P (Awwweee i know you guys love me chooo much love u too !)

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I got a very sweeet b'day surprise from Ms.R so i just wanna thank her with all my heart,Im really touched R thanks ever so much.Love ya :)

Wafaa

2009-06-04T00:30:00.005+01:00

Wafa karte rehna yunhi humse

be panaah pyar hai ae-sanam tumse

kehne se kahi nahi jaayegi dil ki baat

roshan hai mohabbat ke diye

magar tum bin na roshan hogi ye raat

laakh chahe zamana choote ye saath

an suni karlena unki baat

ek tu hi hai khushi meri

deewani hoon main toh teri

na chodna ye mohabbat ka fasana

banaye chahe log koi bhi bahana

tootne na dena tera yakeen

saans liye bina jee lenge hum

magar jo chod gaye tum...

bewafai kar jaayengi ye saansein

wafa karke apna lengi humein qabr ki baahein.

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Dedicated to my husband & Today on my b'day i just want to take this space up & say something to him-

Thank you sweetheart for all your love.It means everything to me & you know it.The biggest b'day gift for me is to have you with me each & every year.I love you so much !!All i need is you by my side forever...& every b'day will be special :) when i say i cant live without you i really mean it...Im incomplete without you !Thanks for putting up with me for this yr :P Your gifts are always lovely & thoughtful & i always get teary eyed when i see your personal message in the card,each & every word reflects love.Thank you ...Thank you so much for everything u done in this past yr,My life is truly worthwhile with you in it !

I can go on & on...but i'll leave it here :)

Love alway's

Doorie

2009-06-03T09:18:00.006+01:00

Door hoke bhi door nahi hum,

dil ki viraaniyon mein base ho bas tum,

kahu bhi toh kaise kahu mere kya ho tum.

yun achanak kahan se kahan agaye ye hum,

tere bin kaate kaise ye pal,

ab toh aake meri inn tanha raahon pe mere sang chal.

basa liya hai tujhe apni har saans mein,

tu na ho toh chubti hai ye saansein bhi mujhe,

kaise kahu ab tujhe,hai tu kya mere liye,

judai ke aansoo ab kaise piye.

mohabbat ke meethe dard ye tune kaise diye.

aansoo mein chupe tum,

muskurahat mein chupe tum,

tujhe apna sab kuch ab.... maan chuke hum.

I LOVE YOU !

p.s I wrote this early last year before i got married when i was here in UK & my then fiance(Now hubby) was in India :) was missing him alot & at that point of time this was all i had to say to him !

pps. I know someone that is gonna read this will relate to it...Ms.R :D

Time....

2009-06-01T10:40:00.001+01:00

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make R 50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Mummy, may I please borrow R25?'

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that R25.00 and she really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the R25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have R50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put his arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that R50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

(This is another fwd mail i got-Seen as im in no mood to post any poems at the moment i thought of sharing this with y'al!)

Your Target

2009-05-30T01:26:00.002+01:00

Your

Heart is your Love

Your love is

your Family

Your family is your Future

Your future is your Destiny

Your destiny is your Ambition

Your ambition is your

Aspiration

Your aspiration is your

Motivation

Your motivation is your Belief

Your belief is your Peace

Your peace is your Target

Your target is Heaven

I got this in a e-mail & it made me think....its so simple yet the truth of life :)

Meri Khushi

2009-05-29T00:19:00.008+01:00

Wafa karte rehna yunhi humse

be-panaah pyar hai ae-sanam tumse

kehne se kahi nahi jaayegi dil ki baat

Umr bhad ke liye thaama hai tera haath

roshan hai mohabbat ke diye

magar tum bin na roshan hogi ye raat

laakh chahe zamana choote ye saath

an-suni karlena unki baat

ek tu hi hai khusi meri,deewani hoon main toh teri

na chodna ye mohabbat ka fasana

banaye chahe log koi bhi bahana

tootne na dena tera yakeen

saans liye bina jee lenge hum

magar jo chod gaye tum

bewafai kar jaayengi ye saansein

wafa karke apna lengi humein qabr ki baahein.

P.S Dedicated to the love of my life.I wrote this quiet a long time back.

I love u soo much sweetheart...:)You are my true happiness.

Manzil

2009-05-27T10:15:00.003+01:00

Khushi ka ehsaas phirse hone laga

Ghum peeche main chor ne laga

Sapno ki gali ...phirse mili...

Raahein hai nayi..

Manzilen hai wohi..

Roke agar koi toh rok ne de

Hum na rukenege kisi ke kehne se

Dekha hai dilse ek sapna

Bana ke rahenge har haal mein apna

Chalta jaa raha hu main

Dard bhula chuka hu main

Koi toh jaake kehde

Meri manzil ko ...

Laut aaraha hu main

Ehsaas

2009-05-25T15:39:00.003+01:00

Mehfil mein muskurate huey chehro ke beech

Aaj ehsaas hua apni tanhayi ka

Kehte aaye barso se...jo dil mein ho

Woh door kabhi nahi hota

Aaj ehsaas hua,Dil mein hoke bhi woh kitna door hai

Suna toh tha,Pyar se hoti hai har kami poori

Magar aaj kyun ehsaas hua,Pyar karke bhi rehgayi main adhuri

Aansoo mein khushi chupi hai

Ya dard bhadi dastaan

Aaj ehsaas hua hamare aansoo mein chupa hai bass dil ka dard

sab ke sapne hojate hai apne

Aaj ehsaas hua mere sapne bhi chod gaye saath

Raah mein miljate hai logon ko koi humsafar

Aaj ehsaas hua humko na mila humsafar

Na mili chalne ki koi raah

Aaj ehsaas hua..Rhoot chuki hai humse hamari taqdeer

So gaye hai apne naseeb...

Aaj ehsaas hua na raha tu ab qareeb

Aaj..... ehsaas hua tu kisi aur ka hochuka.

Real Friends

2009-05-24T19:22:00.004+01:00

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.

A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot

A simple friend has never seen you cry.

A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears..

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.

A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book..

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.

A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean

A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.

A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.

A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.

A real friend could blackmail you with it!

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when

you have an argument.

A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.

A real friend expects to always be there for you!

I got this in a mail found it very cute :)

Heartbreaker

2009-05-22T00:19:00.006+01:00

Loving you is a punishment

I didn't think my heart could be broken

Little did i know

u were there to do the honours

you heartbreaker

They say guys are players & cheats

Girl you sure came out & proved em all wrong

You loved Rihanna's take a bow song

Loved it coz It goes out to you..

Keep listenin to the track

Coz i aint taking u back

Why do people think guys dont get hurt

They just known to flirt

Let me tell you...we can love with honesty

Fulfill promises & spread smiles

We take away your painful cries

You girl... you broke my heart

Baby what d'you say about that

Always made it out i'll one day cheat

Insecure you were of your own deeds

A true lover is what my heart needs

You think i cant find another you

How wrong you are,i'll show you i can

With time my wounds will heal

Then a pure heart i shall steal

When your games are over,You will love truly

But he wont love you... he will play you

You sure will repent..It's gonna be too late

Don't forget "What goes around comes around"

That day you will feel

What i feel today

Till then girl...Go on & get goin

Play along your games of seduction ...

P.S This goes out to all the loyal guys out there..Coz in my poems usually it's the guy hurting the girl! So i thought it's not fair on loyal guy's, bcoz i truly know guys can love :) So went for a lil change.So that no one says im being mean to guys :P

Khel

2009-05-21T16:57:00.005+01:00

Socha tha woh pyar hai

Ab Jaana ke sirf khel hai

Duniya se kya shikwa kare

Tanha mehfil main hum hai khade

Yaad aane laga beeta hua kal

Zindagi badal gayi thi jab aaya woh pal

Jisne kaha hum unke liye hai sab kuch

Aaj rehgaye hum unke kuch nahi

Pyar ke waade kiye nahi humne

Na kabhi dil mein pyar jagaya

Dost banke saath deti gayi

Woh humpe pyar barsaate gaya

Door bhaagte gaye hum

Paas aata gaya woh

Dil pe qaboo khone lage hum

Na chahte huey uske hone lagey hum

Khogayi pyar ke khel mein main

Hasta gaya dil hi dil mein

Woh hamari nadaani pe

Samajh na saki sach ko main

Phoolon ki khoobsurti dekhti gayi

Najane kab kaante chub gaye

Khoon beh ne laga haathon se

Dard hone laga seene mein

Meethe bol se pyar ka khel khela usne

Zeher se bhada tha har ek shabd

Ye aaj jaana humne

wah ! Kya khel khela hai usne

Tagged,10 things bou me

2009-05-19T10:04:00.004+01:00

Well this is my first tag given to me by Sam :)
So here i go 10 things about me :

1.I love my husband with all my heart & soul,,We been married for a year & my life has changed alot since then :)

2.I really enjoy writing sad poetry even when im not sad,I just get a buzz out of it & i really feel sad poetries are the best

3.My dream is to settle in India that too in Mumbai.I love it there

4.I feel lost if i dont have my internet with me.I have to come online everyday call it an addiction if u wish..

5.I have a phobia but i cant type what it is ,bcoz my phobia is so bad i cant even hear the name or type it.Your prob wondering what it is,It's an animal it starts with S ! yea there's a movie "S___ on a plane" (my hands are shaking just typing about it :( ) IT'S A REALLY BAD PHOBIA!even if i end up catching a glimpse while flicking the T.V channel i scream & worst i cant sleep at night & it just runs in my head all day !:( I'v actually seen 2 whilst i was in India & only my husband could handle me after that ...
(Gone blank after mentioning that ..anyway let me carry on)

6.I love sour sweets(I know i might sound like a kid) but when my parents or my husband get sweets for my niece lil bro & sis they always get me some too ...:P

7.Im a gadget freak Mobiles,I pods,Laptops,Digi Cam's i love to have the best of them

8.My both families mean everything to me.I have a lil bro & sis who i treat like my kids :)

9.I hate fake people....& appreciate if people can just BE WHO THEY ARE instead of acting who they are not.

10.My culture my morals my religion play a very big part in my life.& It all has made me who i am today.

Thats it...sorry if you got bored :D

I tag:
Neeraj
Amit
Ms.R
Vinnie
I Am Alive

Jeene Ki wajah

2009-05-18T18:53:00.006+01:00

Dooba teri aankhon mein iss qadar

Paya bass ek tujhe dekha jidhar
Tu hi meri raahein
Tu hi meri manzil

Teri muskurahat pe fida hua

Khud se ab toh main juda hua
Tujhmein najane kahan ghum hua
Mera dil ae-jaane-jigar ab tera hua

Kahoo kaisa hai ye ehsaas

Jab hoti hai tu mere paas
Karle mera yakeen
Duniya banadi meri tune rangeen

Tha kuch nahi paas mere

Magar sab milgaya tere aane se
Sapna hai tu...Ehsaas hai tu
Mera sach hai tu..Meri duniya hai tu
Ae-sanam meri jeene ki wajah hai tu

Tanha

2009-05-17T20:41:00.004+01:00

Zindagi ke lamhe satane lage
khushi se door hum hone lage
veeran si hogayi meri duniya

Ghum main doob chuke hum yahan
Sapne toot ke bikhad chuke

Ankhon se ashq girne lage
Kyun iss mod pe aake khade huey

Kyun aaj itne tanha hum huey ...

I miss ...

2009-05-13T17:40:00.003+01:00

I miss the warmth of the sun

The smell in the air

The essence in the flowers

The flowing rivers

I miss the place that makes my heart shine

The people who welcome me with a smile

The joy of being there

The culture that lies there

I miss the country i call mine

The land of dreams

The cities of togetherness

The villages of strength

I miss the place where..

I have left my heart & soul

The place where i left my dreams

The place where i one day want to be

I miss India..

The bonds that remain there

The land where i found love

The land that gifted me happiness

The land that is truly called my own.

(Picture courtesy FMS April 2008)

Magar...

2009-05-11T23:42:00.011+01:00

Na thi jinhe pyar ki qadar

usse hi, dil de bethe hum

Jiss diye ko hawa se bachaya

Uss diye ne hi ye haath jalaya

Na jaane jo wafa ko

Uss se hi, wafa hum kar bethe

Jiss phool ko khoobsurat kaha

Ussi ke kaante chubne lage

Na kehta hai jo kabhi sach

Uss ko, hum sach pe sach bayaan karte gaye

Jiss baarish main maza lena chaha

Ussi main hum aaj doob gaye

Jo na karna chahte they

Woh sab kargaye

Wafa ke badle.. Bewafai paate gaye

Khushi ke badle..Ghum utha te chale

Phirbi muskurate huey khushi dete gaye

Toote huey dil ko hum jod te gaye

Magar... kya kare jab aaj

Koi apna hi dil tod chala

Raah mein tanha chod chala

~~~~~~~~~ * ~~~~~~~~~

Missing You..

2009-05-09T14:54:00.006+01:00

No one know's....Just you & I

Far across the oceans

Love grows between two heart's

Silent whisper's..Silent tear's

Wishing you were near

Fearing to let emotions show

Don't want the world to know

The feelings we secretly share
This distance & pain i daily bare

Pain crippled in my heart
Missing you...Yet im not
Knowing you rest here with me

Deep down in my heart.

Award time... :)

2009-05-07T23:32:00.013+01:00

Well...this was supposed to be done a while back by me,but time was just not allowing me & today i realised i haven't posted for past few days & i really need to give away these two awards before any other post. So here they are :

First Amit(Hopeless Romantic as you all know him) his blog is one place i love & when i see he has posted a new story i keep away till the end of the day so i can read it in peace without any rush,& i can always say it's worth the wait :D . Amit was also my first follower(Thanks Amit.) So this one's for you

Amit I really do :)

Ah..& the next one for a wonderful lady .. :) One & only Ms.R i don't think i know of anyone more deserving than her for this particular award.Every morning when i wake up & come online i visit her blog i always get to read something so exciting & new.I don't get bored reading her work at all,i honestly at times envy her as well how can she write so well that too daily.!!I can never leave her place without praising her.Keep it up Ms.R i really admire you for maintaining your blog so well.You surely are the coolest blogger i have known.

Truly deserving Ms.R

Thats it for now i do have a few more to give away but hopefully next time.

I just wanna let you know

2009-05-03T23:25:00.020+01:00

Today i just wanna let you know

The love that i always show

Is true & will last forever

You truly mean the world to me

I never thought... i can be so lucky in love

Until the day u walked into my life

Ever since i fell in love with you

My days have never been blue

You turned my darkness into light

Given me a future that's so bright

You have made my life worthwhile

When i thought it was over

Each time you hold me

In your touch the love i feel

Each time you look at me

In your eyes an ocean of love i see

I cant imagine waking up Without u by my side

Or sleeping away from your warm embrace

I cant even think of living a day without u

Or not to hold you through the night

I don't need to ask is this love eternal

You don't need to make any promise

we know it deep in our hearts
We were & we are soul mates

Till death does us apart

~~~~~~F*M*S~~~~~~

P.S.I can say i totally relate to this & i penned it for the guy i totally love & adore with all my heart.(If your reading this, im sure you will.. i'll make sure u do.. :P i mean it..i really love you )

Because the last few posts were pretty heartbreaking & sad, it forced a few people to think that's the phase im going through :P but actually it's totally opp im very much in love & touch wood happy ..!

I enjoy writing sad heartbreaking poetry's maybe coz im very sensitive & my first ever poem Tanhayi hi apni mehfil was a sad one,when i wrote that i related to it totally.But not anymore :)

Hope a few of you are relieved to see this one...

Why...

2009-05-03T01:01:00.000+01:00

It's in his eyes i see

He doesnt need me

Its in his heart

Soon we are gonna be apart

Its in his mind

Another prey he's gonna find

He hugs me tight..it hurts

He says he loves me..It's fake

He tells me he needs me..Its a lie

He kisses my lips..Its lust

He says he cant live without me..It kills

Why am i still with him

Why dont i let go

Why do i know the truth

Why cant he just love me

The way i thought he did.

He was the guy of my dreams

Now he's just a player it seems

What did i do so wrong

He broke my heart for so long

Couldn't it end even before it started

I'v just been thrown around

Now iv fallen to the ground... So hard

i couldn't even hear the sound

Of my.....broken heart.

If only

2009-04-30T18:27:00.000+01:00

If only..i could let you know

What you mean to me

If only..this heart could show

With you i want to be

Baby your so far away..Yet so near

This love has become my fear

I'm afraid to let go of you

Even though i dont have you

If only.. you could see

With you i want to be

If only..You realised

The day you left my soul died

Your with me in my heart

You run through my veins

I close my eyes & see nothing but you

I open my eyes & see everyone as you

If only.. you loved me

Alone i would never be

If only..you were all mine

This heart would forever shine

Your memories are with me forever

That's all i can now treasure

Your last smile..Your last goodbye

Still makes my heart wanna cry

If only.. you would realise i need you

Like iv never wanted anybody before

If only..You could have waited

I would have told you i love you for sure.

If only.. i was yours

If only...You were mine

~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~

My first Blog award.!!

2009-04-28T17:03:00.000+01:00

Hey..People i just got my first blog award :D & on this special occassion i would like to thank......................................................Myself simply for blogging :P

On a serious note a very BIGGG thank you to Ms.R who thought i deserve "The Honest Blogger" award :) I really appreciate it !

****************************************************************

Now just to share something with you all I'm going through a really weird day full of mood swings i want to write but when i pick my pen up i just go blank although I'm sure before i sleep tonight i Will have something written even if it's just a few lines,The weather has changed to suit my mood it's raining..But just thinking is that making me feel even more low.

I'm missing my love like mad although he will be with me in 4-5hrs but it's just that thing sometimes you want them with you at the moment even 4-5hrs can kill !Listening to mellow tunes ,one that has been played over & over is Kahin to hogi woh from Jaane tu ya jaane na.

I'm gonna share the lyrics with you all, iv always loved this track ever since i first heard it.It's really really special so here it is for you all :

kahin toh, kahin toh, hogi woh,

duniya jahaan tu mere saath hai,

jahaan main, jahaan tu,

aur jahaan bas tere mere jazbaat hain,

hoti jahaan subah teri,

palkon ki kirnon mein,

lori jahaan chaand ki,

sune teri baahon mein,

jaane na kahaan woh duniya hai..

jane na woh hai bhi ya nahin

jahan meri zindagi mujhse itni khafa nahin

saansein kho gayi hain kiski aanhon mein,

main khogayi hun jane kiski baahon mein,

manzilon se rahein dhundhti chali,

aur kho gayi hai manzil kahin raahon mein

kahin toh, kahin toh, hai nasha,

teri meri har mulaqat mein

hothon se, hothon ko,

chumte rehte hai hum har baat mein

kehti hain fiza jahaan ...meri zameen aasmaan

jahaan hai tu, meri hansi,meri khushi, meri jaaan

jaane na kahaan woh duniya hai

jaane na woh hai bhi ya nahin

jahaan meri zindagi mujhseitni khafa nahin…

Totally love it :) Im lost for words now jus humming the track away.
Bye for now.

Forbidden Love

2009-04-23T18:33:00.000+01:00

After quietly taking short sips of coffee Nikki finally broke the silence to get a conversation started "You know i have moved on now " she said in her soft voice.

But James wasn't ready to accept the fact that she has, he couldn't believe the girl who was once madly in love with him is now loving someone else. Not knowing how to react he held his coffee mug hard.Nikki could see the anger James was hiding inside him.

"But Nikki you promised you'll never stop loving me you assured me it will last forever" He said .

"James you & i both know nothing lasts forever,You were never mine ,you were... & always will be hers" Nikki's voice still had a concern hidden for Jame's.But maybe not the concern James wanted he knew this wasn't his Nikki that was madly in love with him,She had changed which he never wanted.

James was very quiet that evening in the coffee shop, the conversation was cold.When their eye's would meet Nikki would quickly turn away & look at the rest of the couples in the coffee shop.She was being very formal it was clearly visible she was extremely uncomfortable.

"Nikki what is he giving you that i cant? "James asked after a short while.

"James....." She paused, took a sip of coffee & continued " he has given me his entire life which you have already given to someone else,You have loved me when you were married your wife does not deserve that, You shouldn't have dont that & neither should have i , it's my fault as much as it 's yours"

"Then why the hell didn't you think of that before when you were in love with me didn't you feel then ..that I'm cheating on her,didn't you Nikki..how can you bloody change like this all of a sudden ?" James was starting to lose his cool.

"Don't talk to me in that tone,You have no right ! i was stupid then i was foolish i regret it all & what do u mean all of a sudden im married dont you get it." Nikki was getting very upset with the situation but did not want it to get out of control.She was finding it hard to explain to him.

"Look James let me tell you very clearly,Im married now i love my husband & i can't even think of betraying him the way you betrayed your wife.I'm not saying it was all your fault it was mine too for loving you knowing your a married man.I was too naive but now I'm not like that. I can see things clearly.I made a mistake which I'm sorry for you REALLY have to accept the fact i don't love you anymore i love my husband that's it."

James eyes were filled with tears he was totally shocked at the way Nikki spoke to him, It was almost unbearable for him.Although Nikki knew it hurt James, she was feeling relieved after letting go of what was deep in her heart.Both of them remained quiet until the phone rang it was Nikki's husband Rahul "Hey honey,I'll be with you shortly just sitting with James having a coffee. "

"O.k sweetheart , Just come soon miss you " Rahul replied.

"Miss you too" Nikki's voice was filled with so much love for Rahul.

"Your darling husband was it " James asked in a jealous voice

"Yea.....,I guess i should get going now Rahul know's what our past was so i dont want him to feel insecure, which he might if i sit here too long, & we are going for dinner tonight so i really dont want to get late" She hurriedly said.

"Hmm ..Fine go ahead,But remember one thing I'll always love you Nikki " The pain could be heard through James voice

"James...You have said it today don't ever say those words again to me please. I only have one place in my heart & that is for Rahul,He is the only person that has right to say those words to me." She said as she was getting up from her chair.

"Bye James please take care of yourself." Nikki smiled & started to walk away leaving James behind.As she walked further away from the table & out the door James broke down in tear's.Thousands of thoughts were going through his mind his heart was broken like never before.

"Why did this happen to me..?I gave her so much love.Never did wrong to her how could she do this to me!! " He had so many questions in his mind and he would only get one answer "God has broken my heart only because i broke my wife's heart,Maybe it's true love is forbidden once your heart already belongs to someone."

P.S I Dont really write much short stories,This just went with the flow & i pretty much enjoyed it . :) Don't know what you guys think of it ..Lemmi know

Tanhayi Hi Apni Mehfil

2009-04-23T15:22:00.000+01:00

Hasi ke peeche hazaaron aansoo chupa te chale

Dil mein ghum ka dariya sambhaalte huey

Na koi raasta...Na koi manzil

Hogaya kitna paraya apna hi dil

Umeed ki thi maine khushiyon ki

Ab toh woh kashtiyan bhi doob chuki hai

Har koi lagne laga hai paraya

Mujhse juda hochuka mera hi saaya

Darte hai hum khwabon se

Kahin phirse umeed na laga bhete apno se

Ab toh tanhayi hi apni mehfil hai

Ye soch ke har pal ko jiye jaa rahe hai

This is very close to me,Because it's the first ever hindi poem i wrote (when i was 17) & it's also the first poem in my poetry book Najane Kyun which consists of 107 poems by me. :)

A prayer from my heart.

2009-04-20T19:08:00.000+01:00

As i surrender myself into the silence around me

With dreams beneath my closed eyes.

Will it one day become reality

Will it one day become a part of me

I can feel my heart bowing down praying to my lord

O'Lord please give me the strength to accomplish all that i am seeing now.

O'Lord please grant me the patientce to walk on this road

You are surely the most merciful

The only one i bow down to & ask for help.

What i gain & lose is all due to you.

What i am & yet to become is from you

I thank you for all thatyou have showered unto me

I pray to you for all that my heart desires

O'lord..Help me each day

As you have done ever since

I took the first breath of my life.

I was just sittin down here(in my room),With my eyes closed & all these thought's were goin through my mind.Where better can i share them than with all of you . :)

Wishing you goodbye...

2009-04-18T17:37:00.000+01:00

Hey..Boy it's been a long time

Thing's going through ma mind

I try a million ways to hide

But..Today it seems it's just gonna flow

You might find it a lil slow

But anyway here i go....

What i did,Now seems so wrong

Was trying hard,To keep alive a bond

You mean so much to me

But i aint nothing to you now i see

I did all i could to hold on to ma promises

But you didn't even care to remember em

I aint saying your a bad guy

I'm just saying today...

I might end up waving you goodbye.

People kept tellin me am wrong

But i held on to you strong

Believing in ma heart..Believing in you

You said so much to make me believe

Left no space for doubt's

They say love always hurts

Oh boy..It surely does

I aint just saying that

My heart has witnessed it

Nothing in life happens just

Everything has a reason, or it must

I can never deny

You changed my life

You Made me strong

Never made me feel I'm so wrong

Taught me to fight for happiness

Hell baby...You turned around

& gave me the most Sadness

Coz of you i started writing

with life i started fighting

People now admire me for that

I surely have something to thank you for now

But boy i cant take this no more

The pain's made my heart so sore

You know i love you true

Without you i feel so blue

Why don't you make up your mind

c'mon honey now be a lil kind

It's getting too much boy

Sayin all this aint givin me no joy

Holding ma love strong

Might be so wrong

But with a tearful sigh

Baby i gotta wish you goodbye

Love don't die i know

But i thought I'll let you go

I promise I'll love you forever

For now departing maybe for the better

I hope one day you see

How much you mean to me

If ever that day comes

I promise I'll give us another chance

Without even giving this painful past a glance

I told you one day your ego will bother you

If you love me somewhere deep

Then today is surely the day when your heart will weep

Your ego aint gonna let you tell me to stop

It aint gonna let you...I know it for sure

Ego never has no cure

Maybe that's why boy

Once again ,I say this with no joy

I'm gonna break down & cry

Baby i gotta wish you a tear full goodbye

You ever miss me

Still waiting i am, you shall see

Baby i cried..

To make you realize ma love i tried

Tried so long..

Kept believing...Tryin aint so wrong

What can i do Now... I'm just tired

Gotta move away ...

Gonna leave my heart at bay

When you need me just come & say

I promise we'll find a new way

Till then ma baby boy

Damn !This gives me no joy

This way maybe we should try

Even if ma heart breaks & i gotta cry

For now.... i just wish you..a pain full

Goodbye.

It's been a very long time since i wrote this,As far as i can remember it was around dec 2006 ! I know it's kinda long but this was & is the longest piece by me!

Just came across it so thought I'll share it with you all.

Don't forget to comment..: ) Thank's.

Bizzare news

2009-04-17T17:20:00.000+01:00

I read news this morning & when i read this one i was pretty gobsmacked can someone actually do this aswell,So much weird stuff goes on in the world nowadays! last month i read a man jumped into Niagra falls but survived that was bizzare aswell & this was just too much !

A passenger on a charter flight in northern Canada forced open the aircraft's door and leapt to his death, making the freezing cabin depressurise at 23,000ft.

Royal Canadian Mounted Police Staff Sgt Harold Trupish said the incident happened during a flight to Cambridge Bay, a community in western Nunavut.
The Adlair Aviation King Air 200 twin-engined turboprop ,was about 110 miles from the Cambridge Bay airport when the man jumped.
Staff Sgt Trupish said the pilots reported that the 20-year-old passenger had become unruly and that they were unable to prevent him from jumping.
Police are searching for the body of the man, who was not named.
Paul Laserich, the airline's general manager said the opened door caused the cabin to depressurise, filling the cockpit with a roar of frigid, Arctic air. He praised the pilot for his quick-thinking decision to land the aircraft.
"They brought the ship safely back. Everybody is OK. They are a little shaken up. They are OK. That is what is most important," said Mr Laserich.
The pilot was said to be too distressed to talk to reporters. (AOL.news)

Recession cant hit a 20yr old that bad can it...?Just wondering what could go so wrong in a 20yr old's life that he took such a drastic step !!

Just a laugh

2009-04-15T18:55:00.000+01:00

I was just reading some funny stuff, came across this so sharing with you guy's enjoy!

Once there were 3 people in an airplane, one took a bite out of an apple. She thought it was too sweet so she threw it out ofthe plane.

The second person took a bite out of a lemon and she thought it was too sour so, she threw it out of the plane.

Then the last person took a bite out of a grenade and he thought it was too crunchy so, he threw it out of the plane.

Then theylanded and decided to go for a walk. They first passed a little girl who was crying and they asked, “little girl, little girl,why are you crying?” and the little girl said, “an apple came down and killed my new kitty”.

Next they passed a little boywho was also crying. And they again asked, “little boy, little boy, why are you crying?” and the little boy said, “a lemon camedown and killed my new puppy.” Then they passed a blonde sitting on the side walk laughing her butt off. They asked, “why are you laughing so hard?” and the blonde said, “I farted and the building behind me blew up!!”

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Forlong time, I have been lonely, trying to find a bug in my life and you canbe a real debugger for me now.My life is just an uncompiled program without you, which neverproduces an executable code and hence is useless.

You are not onlybeautiful by face but all your ActiveX controls are attractive as well.Your smile is so delightful, which encourages me and givespower to me equal to thousands of mainframes processing power. When youlooked at me last evening, I felt like all my program modules were runningsmoothly and giving expected results. /* Which I never experienced before*/.

With this letter, I just want to convey to you that, if welinked together, I’ll provide you all objects & libraries necessaryfor a human being to live an error free life.Also don’t bother about the firewall which may be created byour parents as I’ve strong hacking capabilities by which I’ll ultimatelybreak their security
passwords and make them agree for our marriage.I anticipate that nobody is already logged in to your database
so that my connect script will fail. And its all certain that if thishappened to me,I will crash my system beyond recovery.Kindly interpret this letter properly and grant me allprivileges of your inbox.
Only yours,

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Hope it made u smile !!

Media Hype !!

2009-04-14T18:01:00.000+01:00

(This is written as a personal view,It does not intend to offend anybody in media or connected with media)

I was just watching news the other day & saw in the headlines "Suzzane roshan bacho ke saath ghar aur Hrithink ko chod ke gayi" OK...she left home with her kids so now this is the media "Hrithik ka uske kites ke co-star Barbara moore se gehre rishtey aur kareebi wajah hai ke suzzane ko apne bacho ke saath ghar chodna pada" And you can just imagine the rest how much masala the news actually had.I felt so irritated yet continued to watch to see what extent these media guys go to.And what totally sucks is when they repeat one thing over & over & show it still e.g"Hrithik ki shaadi aise mode pe hai jo tootne waali hai.STILL.tootne waali hai"(U know how they do in these saas bahu serials Arghhh !!!)

The media nowadays are really losing it making a huge issue out of small things,We know they are celebs but they get treated as though they are not humans but from another species !!
Every little thing that they do or that happens to them is breaking news..Why..?
I mean i know one thing we really are not short of news in the world ,there's worrying issues all over despite that we still get to see weird news ..

Oh & just in case ur wondering if Suzzane has really left home then yes she has but the reason is.."Suzanne had to shift out of their flat last week with the two kids as their ceiling is undergoing anti-termite treatment. The kids can't stay at home while the treatment is going on so Suzanne is staying at her mom's place. Suzanne should be back home in a couple of days when work gets over," says Hrithik’s sister Sunaina.

And not like Suzzane stayed quiet over the issue either here is her take,“Hrithik and I are very upset with the story of our so-called split. Nobody can break my marriage with Hrithik. We are together. Our relationship is very strong. Hrithik is with me in my parents’ home. I don’t know where this rumour originated. When I tell Barbara what happened we will have a good laugh together. We are all friends and she has come to our home many times.”

There u go ..simple reason & the media speculates & claims that a happy married couple are breaking up!

If i walk out the door today & shift in another place while my husband is away it's not going to be breaking news & neither will people say my husband is having an affair !Jeez it's pretty harsh on those that are a part of this so called "Breaking news"

Another recent one is the SRK & Aamir issue poor guys came together with other film producer's & distributors to solve an issue yet the media is finding a motive behind it I'm not the only one saying this, here is what Taran Aadarsh had to say..

"I am shocked at the kind of stories a section of the film media cooks up to attract eyeballs, at times. Everyone knows that Aamir and SRK lent their complete and absolute support to the producers/distributors on the multiplex issue. But a section of the media has been discussing: [i] Who delivered a 'better speech', [ii] Who 'looked better', while a few others decided to call it a ‘publicity stunt' [!!!]. It's disgusting!

Aamir and SRK have never stooped so low ever, even when they needed hits to cement their status as superstars. One can vouch for Aamir, SRK, even Hrithik, Saif and Shahid; they'd never pull a stunt to stay in limelight or plug their new release. You can accuse a few top actors of doing so, not them.

Also, why are we forgetting that both Aamir and SRK are producers as well and this solidarity was a step in the right direction?A section of the media loves to hallucinate at times. Had Aamir and SRK stayed away from this issue, the same media would've flogged them for not siding with their brethren. Now that they've rightfully stood by the producers/distributors, it's being described as a 'publicity stunt'.A few people also feel that the actors haven't buried their differences, despite the show of solidarity last week. Chalo, maan lo, even if they do have differences over certain issues, when did they ever proclaim that they would swear by each other henceforth? The fact is, they came together for a cause and we should genuinely appreciate the effort.
It's about time the media gets its act right!"(Source Bollywoodhungama.com)

Well he just said it all for me didn't he.They(Celebs)try to do something good but someone has to find a masala story for it & what do we get a nice masala story for breaking news!that is usually totally untrue..U can NEVER trust media when it comes to celebs that's for sure!

And whats more appalling is that we the public have such a huge interest in it that all the masala writers get persuaded to work harder to come up with another lie !!
This was just 2 examples,I can go on all night with more & dead sure u guys can join me as well coz we've all seen it !

Another thing is bollywood is deff on the heavier side of the scale when it comes to breaking news,You wont find it on American or British breaking news that "Angelina Jolie slaps Bradd Pitt over nanny back massage" I'm not saying it didn't make news it did but in the right place in a celeb gossip show or magazine.

So what our Indian media need to learn is bollywood does have its place but... on talk shows magazines etc(that too learn to not exaggerate on issues!).But on news to show such silly things is pathetic especially if you show it as though the world has just fallen apart.Come on people get a life India is huge & unfortunately under going some really bad stuff that common people should be aware of !!

God bless them!

Fear Of Love

2009-04-12T18:21:00.000+01:00

Love has always been extremely confusing...& for some reason i find myself writing about love even when i don't want to.
Something i wrote a long time back about love & the fear many hold of expressing either because..they know the one they love belongs to another..or simply the fear of rejection.And sometimes despite showing love..they fear to express the depth of it..maybe because..they fear the love they have will be taken for granted or not appreciated ...i dunno..,

Sometimes even before letting love come through the door ...we reject it with fear of losing..but i believe..in gaining & losing at least you have the pleasure of gaining maybe for a short while but you still have it.. & it gives you a chance to say "I once had someone who loved me" rather than saying "Iv never had anyone who loved me"..So i say if love comes your way don't reject it.. that just reminds me of a few lines by Mr Javed Akhtar sang by Sonu Nigam "Chahe jo tumhein poore dil se..Milta hai woh mushkil se..Aisa jo koi kahi hai..Bass wohi sabse haseen hai..Uss haath ko tum thaam lo..Woh mehrabaan kal ho na ho"
A lovers mind holds so many unanswered questions...& many unasked answer's...The mystery of love i believe will go on till...The end of time,So let yourself free...into the world of loves mystery.

Dil toh bass chahe ek tujhe
Tere siwa na koi duja pyara lage
Phirbi najane kyun...
haal-e-dil bayaan karne se darte hai

Yakeen toh hai tujhpe
Phirbi najane kyun darte hai
Kahin tu dil na tod de
Kahin humein tanha na chod de

Paas aana chahe par qadam ruk jaate hai
Beetein lamhe yaad aajate hai
Mohabbat hai,ye toh kehte hai
Uski gehrai bayaan karne se..Dil ko rok dete hai

Tu na jaane ga ,hai tu kya mere liye
Shayad jaise woh hai tere liye..

Yakeen toh hai tujhpe
Phirbi najane kyun darte hai
Kahin tu dil na tod de
Kahin humein tanha na chod de

Kyun na todega dil..
Kyun na chodega humein tanha
Uske naam jo kardiya hai
Tune zindagi ka har lamha....

Adhuri Kahani.

2009-04-11T19:17:00.001+01:00

Just sharing a piece of poetry with you that i wrote a few months ago i dont know what made me write it but i just picked up the pen & by the end of it this is what was left on the paper i didn feel the need to make any changes i just left it the way it was.Was going through some of my writings & as i came across this one the thought of sharing with you all came to mind.

Adhuri Kahani

Tu jo nahi teri yaad mein gumsum rehte hai

Aankhon mein tujhse milne ke sapne rehte hai

Paas aaye jab tu..Beetein lamhe sata ne lagte hai

Palkon pe ashk chalak ne lagte hai

Na janu main..Na jaane tu

Hota hai ye kyun...

Dil milke bichad te hai kyun

Kaisi hai ye mohabbat

Door rehke..Doorie na sahi jaaye

Paas aake paas raha na jaaye
Iss bebasi pe chalta na koi zor

Tootne se kaise roke ye pyar ki dor

Na janu main..Na jaane tu

Hota hai ye kyun...

Dil milke bichad te hai kyun

Rooh mein samaya hai tu

Apne hi rooh ko kaise juda karlu

Roshni se bhada kyun nahi rehta apna jahaan

Andhero mein apne pyar ko main dhundu kahan

Khone lagi kyun apni khushi

Pyar hote huey bhi,Kyun hai ye kahani adhuri

Na jaanu main..Na jaane tu

Hota hai ye kyun

Dil milke bichad te hai kyun.

Let me know what you think !

quotes & me

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I often end up on all these really cool quote websites & go through the quotes & whilst i do i realise I'm really enjoying myself specially reading through life & wisdom quotes they really seem to motivate me in some way or the other & yea i do have a few of my own Will share some of those with you later as well!
I totally love reading quotes even at times when im low & lost i'll just open a quotes page & will find myself smiling.try it someday it works..

dunno if you guys feel the same way do let me know.....till then enjoy the quotes below

What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.(Baruch Spinoza)

Now that's just so simple & very true right...?

The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge.(Bertrand Russell)

hmm..i guess so

I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer.(Colette)

Now this is the attitude everyone needs trust me the world will be a happier place!

Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.(Corita Kent)

So true.."Flowers grow out of dark moments"There's so much being said just through that it all depends on how we see it.

Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive.(Elbert Hubbard)

If anyone needs to learn from this one then it definitely myself,Seems like it was written just for me.lol!

That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet.(Emily Dickinson)

Now this one is nice but not nice at the same time it makes me realise i can never relive my spacial moments again,i mean i know i cant but this just says it out to me like "Hello...its gone u ain't having it back again" u get me ?

Im gonna leave it till here for now.will share more very soon ..till then keep reading.

FMS

All you need to know about me

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Talking about myself isn't so hard & i can just go on & on ...lol kidding.

My name is Fatima i was born on 4Th June 1988 which makes me a Gemini & yep 20yrs old.
Born & bought up in West Yorkshire England my roots belong to India & honestly speaking my heart belongs there too.I totally love my motherland you might come to know later maybe how much i really love India.

I'm very friendly understanding & caring soft hearted...well that's what my close ones say...oh yea & a few of them say i talk a lot!I've always been told since childhood that i think & act older than my age which i probably am starting to agree with now :). That's why i think i got married early.yep... don't get shocked I'm married...i got married last year in March(2008) & to be very honest my husband is one of the best friends i have. so...touchwood I'm very happy lucky & grateful to Almighty for giving me such a lovelly soulmate.

I love to write & read poetry which you probably have read in the introduction page i surf the net read books like to watch movies,i watch football every now & then with my brothers & my husband incase your wondering who i support then im a Liverpool fan..:) .

Can be a bit of a philosopher sometimes but i do just share it all with close friends.Then again i guess we all seem to have our own philosophies towards life so nothing bad in that.

Umm...thats about it really rest i guess you will come to know through the posts.
Oh yeah..just one more thing as you know my blog id is fms1988 so just to let you know where that comes from, FMS is my initials & 1988 is my birth year.

See ya around.

Introduction to the blog

2009-04-09T17:55:00.000+01:00

Hello

Firstly a very warm welcome to my blog.This post is to let you know what this blog is all about & what you can expect when you come here.

Firstly & the main reason for the blog is poetry.I am very dedicated to poetry i love reading & writing poetry hindi & english be it long poems or short quotes & Shayri's im up for it all.

Surprisingly even after my great interest in hindi poetry i dont know how to read hindi script neither can i write,So what i do is simply write hindi words with english script (e.g "Najane Kyun") by the way Najane Kyun is also the name of my first published book it consists of 107 poems in hindi.That was published a few years ago.

I will post some of my favourites from the book & also share new pieces with you along with some of my favourite poetry by others & you can share some of your stuff too.

I also study song lyrics a lot as well so i probably will be posting my favourite songs here along with the lyrics.

Also just so that you & i don't get too bored of poetry(well i never seem to get bored of it) i will be sharing news & gossip with you all i mean we all are aware of the fact that nowadays there is always some bizarre headlines that have various views and opinions so i will be sharing some stuff like that , just to let you know my view & you can obviously let me know what you think of everything.And yea il deff be sharing life experiences thoughts basically anything & everything.

I will give my best to make this place happening & interesting but i cant do it all myself i need you all to give me feedback & comments constantly so i know what you guys think of the place & the things i post here & hopefully we shall be having a great time here.

So take care & hoping to see you around here often!

FMS