Thursday, 30 April 2009
Tuesday, 28 April 2009
Hey..People i just got my first blog award :D & on this special occassion i would like to thank......................................................Myself simply for blogging :P
On a serious note a very BIGGG thank you to Ms.R who thought i deserve "The Honest Blogger" award :) I really appreciate it !
****************************************************************Now just to share something with you all I'm going through a really weird day full of mood swings i want to write but when i pick my pen up i just go blank although I'm sure before i sleep tonight i Will have something written even if it's just a few lines,The weather has changed to suit my mood it's raining..But just thinking is that making me feel even more low.
I'm missing my love like mad although he will be with me in 4-5hrs but it's just that thing sometimes you want them with you at the moment even 4-5hrs can kill !Listening to mellow tunes ,one that has been played over & over is Kahin to hogi woh from Jaane tu ya jaane na.
I'm gonna share the lyrics with you all, iv always loved this track ever since i first heard it.It's really really special so here it is for you all :
Totally love it :) Im lost for words now jus humming the track away.
Bye for now.
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Hasi ke peeche hazaaron aansoo chupa te chale
Monday, 20 April 2009
As i surrender myself into the silence around me
With dreams beneath my closed eyes.
Will it one day become reality
Will it one day become a part of me
I can feel my heart bowing down praying to my lord
O'Lord please give me the strength to accomplish all that i am seeing now.
O'Lord please grant me the patientce to walk on this road
You are surely the most merciful
The only one i bow down to & ask for help.
What i gain & lose is all due to you.
What i am & yet to become is from you
I thank you for all thatyou have showered unto me
I pray to you for all that my heart desires
O'lord..Help me each day
As you have done ever since
I took the first breath of my life.I was just sittin down here(in my room),With my eyes closed & all these thought's were goin through my mind.Where better can i share them than with all of you . :)
Saturday, 18 April 2009
Friday, 17 April 2009
I read news this morning & when i read this one i was pretty gobsmacked can someone actually do this aswell,So much weird stuff goes on in the world nowadays! last month i read a man jumped into Niagra falls but survived that was bizzare aswell & this was just too much !
A passenger on a charter flight in northern Canada forced open the aircraft's door and leapt to his death, making the freezing cabin depressurise at 23,000ft.
Royal Canadian Mounted Police Staff Sgt Harold Trupish said the incident happened during a flight to Cambridge Bay, a community in western Nunavut.
The Adlair Aviation King Air 200 twin-engined turboprop ,was about 110 miles from the Cambridge Bay airport when the man jumped.
Staff Sgt Trupish said the pilots reported that the 20-year-old passenger had become unruly and that they were unable to prevent him from jumping.
Police are searching for the body of the man, who was not named.
Paul Laserich, the airline's general manager said the opened door caused the cabin to depressurise, filling the cockpit with a roar of frigid, Arctic air. He praised the pilot for his quick-thinking decision to land the aircraft.
"They brought the ship safely back. Everybody is OK. They are a little shaken up. They are OK. That is what is most important," said Mr Laserich.
The pilot was said to be too distressed to talk to reporters. (AOL.news)
Recession cant hit a 20yr old that bad can it...?Just wondering what could go so wrong in a 20yr old's life that he took such a drastic step !!
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
passwords and make them agree for our marriage.I anticipate that nobody is already logged in to your database
so that my connect script will fail. And its all certain that if thishappened to me,I will crash my system beyond recovery.Kindly interpret this letter properly and grant me allprivileges of your inbox.
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
(This is written as a personal view,It does not intend to offend anybody in media or connected with media)
I was just watching news the other day & saw in the headlines "Suzzane roshan bacho ke saath ghar aur Hrithink ko chod ke gayi" OK...she left home with her kids so now this is the media "Hrithik ka uske kites ke co-star Barbara moore se gehre rishtey aur kareebi wajah hai ke suzzane ko apne bacho ke saath ghar chodna pada" And you can just imagine the rest how much masala the news actually had.I felt so irritated yet continued to watch to see what extent these media guys go to.And what totally sucks is when they repeat one thing over & over & show it still e.g"Hrithik ki shaadi aise mode pe hai jo tootne waali hai.STILL.tootne waali hai"(U know how they do in these saas bahu serials Arghhh !!!)
The media nowadays are really losing it making a huge issue out of small things,We know they are celebs but they get treated as though they are not humans but from another species !!
Every little thing that they do or that happens to them is breaking news..Why..?
I mean i know one thing we really are not short of news in the world ,there's worrying issues all over despite that we still get to see weird news ..
Oh & just in case ur wondering if Suzzane has really left home then yes she has but the reason is.."Suzanne had to shift out of their flat last week with the two kids as their ceiling is undergoing anti-termite treatment. The kids can't stay at home while the treatment is going on so Suzanne is staying at her mom's place. Suzanne should be back home in a couple of days when work gets over," says Hrithik’s sister Sunaina.
And not like Suzzane stayed quiet over the issue either here is her take,“Hrithik and I are very upset with the story of our so-called split. Nobody can break my marriage with Hrithik. We are together. Our relationship is very strong. Hrithik is with me in my parents’ home. I don’t know where this rumour originated. When I tell Barbara what happened we will have a good laugh together. We are all friends and she has come to our home many times.”
There u go ..simple reason & the media speculates & claims that a happy married couple are breaking up!
If i walk out the door today & shift in another place while my husband is away it's not going to be breaking news & neither will people say my husband is having an affair !Jeez it's pretty harsh on those that are a part of this so called "Breaking news"
Another recent one is the SRK & Aamir issue poor guys came together with other film producer's & distributors to solve an issue yet the media is finding a motive behind it I'm not the only one saying this, here is what Taran Aadarsh had to say..
Aamir and SRK have never stooped so low ever, even when they needed hits to cement their status as superstars. One can vouch for Aamir, SRK, even Hrithik, Saif and Shahid; they'd never pull a stunt to stay in limelight or plug their new release. You can accuse a few top actors of doing so, not them.
Also, why are we forgetting that both Aamir and SRK are producers as well and this solidarity was a step in the right direction?A section of the media loves to hallucinate at times. Had Aamir and SRK stayed away from this issue, the same media would've flogged them for not siding with their brethren. Now that they've rightfully stood by the producers/distributors, it's being described as a 'publicity stunt'.A few people also feel that the actors haven't buried their differences, despite the show of solidarity last week. Chalo, maan lo, even if they do have differences over certain issues, when did they ever proclaim that they would swear by each other henceforth? The fact is, they came together for a cause and we should genuinely appreciate the effort.
It's about time the media gets its act right!"(Source Bollywoodhungama.com)
Well he just said it all for me didn't he.They(Celebs)try to do something good but someone has to find a masala story for it & what do we get a nice masala story for breaking news!that is usually totally untrue..U can NEVER trust media when it comes to celebs that's for sure!
And whats more appalling is that we the public have such a huge interest in it that all the masala writers get persuaded to work harder to come up with another lie !!
This was just 2 examples,I can go on all night with more & dead sure u guys can join me as well coz we've all seen it !
Another thing is bollywood is deff on the heavier side of the scale when it comes to breaking news,You wont find it on American or British breaking news that "Angelina Jolie slaps Bradd Pitt over nanny back massage" I'm not saying it didn't make news it did but in the right place in a celeb gossip show or magazine.
So what our Indian media need to learn is bollywood does have its place but... on talk shows magazines etc(that too learn to not exaggerate on issues!).But on news to show such silly things is pathetic especially if you show it as though the world has just fallen apart.Come on people get a life India is huge & unfortunately under going some really bad stuff that common people should be aware of !!
God bless them!
Sunday, 12 April 2009
Love has always been extremely confusing...& for some reason i find myself writing about love even when i don't want to.
Something i wrote a long time back about love & the fear many hold of expressing either because..they know the one they love belongs to another..or simply the fear of rejection.And sometimes despite showing love..they fear to express the depth of it..maybe because..they fear the love they have will be taken for granted or not appreciated ...i dunno..,
Sometimes even before letting love come through the door ...we reject it with fear of losing..but i believe..in gaining & losing at least you have the pleasure of gaining maybe for a short while but you still have it.. & it gives you a chance to say "I once had someone who loved me" rather than saying "Iv never had anyone who loved me"..So i say if love comes your way don't reject it.. that just reminds me of a few lines by Mr Javed Akhtar sang by Sonu Nigam "Chahe jo tumhein poore dil se..Milta hai woh mushkil se..Aisa jo koi kahi hai..Bass wohi sabse haseen hai..Uss haath ko tum thaam lo..Woh mehrabaan kal ho na ho"
A lovers mind holds so many unanswered questions...& many unasked answer's...The mystery of love i believe will go on till...The end of time,So let yourself free...into the world of loves mystery.
Dil toh bass chahe ek tujhe
Tere siwa na koi duja pyara lage
Phirbi najane kyun...
haal-e-dil bayaan karne se darte hai
Yakeen toh hai tujhpe
Phirbi najane kyun darte hai
Kahin tu dil na tod de
Kahin humein tanha na chod de
Paas aana chahe par qadam ruk jaate hai
Beetein lamhe yaad aajate hai
Mohabbat hai,ye toh kehte hai
Uski gehrai bayaan karne se..Dil ko rok dete hai
Tu na jaane ga ,hai tu kya mere liye
Shayad jaise woh hai tere liye..
Yakeen toh hai tujhpe
Phirbi najane kyun darte hai
Kahin tu dil na tod de
Kahin humein tanha na chod de
Kyun na todega dil..
Kyun na chodega humein tanha
Uske naam jo kardiya hai
Tune zindagi ka har lamha....
Saturday, 11 April 2009
Na janu main..Na jaane tu
Kaisi hai ye mohabbat
Iss bebasi pe chalta na koi zor
Na janu main..Na jaane tu
Rooh mein samaya hai tu
Roshni se bhada kyun nahi rehta apna jahaan
Khone lagi kyun apni khushi
Friday, 10 April 2009
I often end up on all these really cool quote websites & go through the quotes & whilst i do i realise I'm really enjoying myself specially reading through life & wisdom quotes they really seem to motivate me in some way or the other & yea i do have a few of my own Will share some of those with you later as well!
I totally love reading quotes even at times when im low & lost i'll just open a quotes page & will find myself smiling.try it someday it works..
dunno if you guys feel the same way do let me know.....till then enjoy the quotes below
What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.(Baruch Spinoza)
Now that's just so simple & very true right...?
The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge.(Bertrand Russell)
hmm..i guess so
I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer.(Colette)
Now this is the attitude everyone needs trust me the world will be a happier place!
Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.(Corita Kent)
So true.."Flowers grow out of dark moments"There's so much being said just through that it all depends on how we see it.
Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive.(Elbert Hubbard)
If anyone needs to learn from this one then it definitely myself,Seems like it was written just for me.lol!
That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet.(Emily Dickinson)
Now this one is nice but not nice at the same time it makes me realise i can never relive my spacial moments again,i mean i know i cant but this just says it out to me like "Hello...its gone u ain't having it back again" u get me ?
Im gonna leave it till here for now.will share more very soon ..till then keep reading.
Posted by fms1988 at 4/10/2009 06:47:00 pm
Thursday, 9 April 2009
Talking about myself isn't so hard & i can just go on & on ...lol kidding.
My name is Fatima i was born on 4Th June 1988 which makes me a Gemini & yep 20yrs old.
Born & bought up in West Yorkshire England my roots belong to India & honestly speaking my heart belongs there too.I totally love my motherland you might come to know later maybe how much i really love India.
I'm very friendly understanding & caring soft hearted...well that's what my close ones say...oh yea & a few of them say i talk a lot!I've always been told since childhood that i think & act older than my age which i probably am starting to agree with now :). That's why i think i got married early.yep... don't get shocked I'm married...i got married last year in March(2008) & to be very honest my husband is one of the best friends i have. so...touchwood I'm very happy lucky & grateful to Almighty for giving me such a lovelly soulmate.
I love to write & read poetry which you probably have read in the introduction page i surf the net read books like to watch movies,i watch football every now & then with my brothers & my husband incase your wondering who i support then im a Liverpool fan..:) .
Can be a bit of a philosopher sometimes but i do just share it all with close friends.Then again i guess we all seem to have our own philosophies towards life so nothing bad in that.
Umm...thats about it really rest i guess you will come to know through the posts.
Oh yeah..just one more thing as you know my blog id is fms1988 so just to let you know where that comes from, FMS is my initials & 1988 is my birth year.
See ya around.
Posted by fms1988 at 4/09/2009 06:13:00 pm
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